Love is weird. Most emotional entaglements I've managed to get out of just by thinking through it. I'm sixteen, I can't be bothered with love and relationships. But some are different. Some take years to get over, some rise again, some burn fiercely like a beacon in the night. It's these that drag you forward, the things that drive you towards the day when that one chance appears to make a decision that could change your life. Life? That makes me wonder. Why are we alive? Why is anything alive? What is the point of existance at all? I guess everybody's heard this all before, and it's a tiring subject, so I won't bore you. Boredom is something that occurs often to me, what with revision and all, and especially now my parents have hidden my playstation. But it's not so bad, since I know where they put it. And I worked out exactly where they put it from listening to the sounds upstairs, when Dad was hiding it. There was the slow thumps of him walking up the stairs, the creak of the floor in the landing, the soft sigh of the bedroom door opening. The discreet rustle of the bedclothes sealed it though. They hid it in the skirts around the double bed. I have an incredibly acute sense of hearing, which is strange, since I have had bad problems with hearing in the past. It's a firm belief of mine that we should not look to the past, or indeed plan for the future. We should live for the day, the moment. You can't do anything about your past, and you don't know if the sun will still rise tommorow. I just relish every moment, and take as much joy from the situation as possible. I guess this makes me seem wierd to people, how I can still be smiling after what I've been through, and how I can not worry about what the future holds. Which, apparently, is and untimely death for then human race at the hands of global warming. Meh. Two hundred thousand years ago, Britain was covered in ice. Two hundred thousand years before that, we were covered in volcanoes, the average temperature being 60 degrees celcius. So what if were heating up a little? The planet's weather system has completely changed countless times in the history of the earth, and concepts such as the 'greenhouse effect' have only been around for forty years, at the most. The planet is just taking it's natural course, like it has many times in the long history of this planet. Speaking of long, this post is pretty huge.